Varizo!

Varizo,
I have been reading your posts and discussion with T-bone.
Could you let me know what the titles were of Patrick's books? Liber what?

However, regardless of the titles, trying to summon Leviathan is not a very
positive thing to do. Also, everything you write about Patrick points
towards sexuality. Trust me, he thinks of you in a sexual manner.

You know I am not here to judge, and I wish for you to be happy; with
Kristy, with Darren, with who-ever. But be careful about trusting Patrick.

I have many premonitions, and I feel things about people, and like it or
not, it is just wise to be on guard about Patrick. Just be careful, V. It
won't hurt you to be careful.

I KNOW you feel you can trust him, but evil never shows its face directly. I
am not saying Patrick is evil per se, but I am just, as an online friend,
telling you to be cautious. OK?

One more thing, if Patrick really is so sincere in his intentions towards
you, and doesn't think it's good for you to know about raising demons and
summoning Leviathan and using blood for power, then why does he bring them
up, 'accidentally'?

He should not mention them to you at all if he knows you would get anxious
over them. Just think about it, let it sink in, try to see things the way
they really are, not the way you would like them to be.

V, be careful, and take good care of yourself. And don't do anything you
might regret later.
Hugs,
Natascha

Natascha says
> Varizo,
> I have been reading your posts and discussion with T-bone.
> Could you let me know what the titles were of Patrick's books? Liber what?

There was one called Liber Kaos i think, there was another one called
liber somthing and pyschonate, or sypchonaut, somthjing liek that
anyway, i cant remenbrer it exact. One was Blood Magick or somthjing
with that in the titile.

> However, regardless of the titles, trying to summon Leviathan is not a very
> positive thing to do.

I dont realy kno anything about it, he says that he can create
enittys and make other ones appear that already exsist cos of human
thought thta created them.

> Also, everything you write about Patrick points
> towards sexuality. Trust me, he thinks of you in a sexual manner.

But how can you kno that tho? I realy dont understand why so many ppl
are suspisoous about him, hes done nothing but help me.

> You know I am not here to judge, and I wish for you to be happy; with
> Kristy, with Darren, with who-ever. But be careful about trusting Patrick.
>
> I have many premonitions, and I feel things about people, and like it or
> not, it is just wise to be on guard about Patrick. Just be careful, V. It
> won't hurt you to be careful.

I am, im sure that if there was anything wrong, i would sence it, but
hes never given me any reason to be suspisious of him.

> I KNOW you feel you can trust him, but evil never shows its face directly. I
> am not saying Patrick is evil per se, but I am just, as an online friend,
> telling you to be cautious. OK?

Thanx Natascha, i kno that your only being concernd, but i dont kno
wot id of done wiithout Patrick the last few monthes, theyve been
awful for me, hes realy helped me thur all of it.

> One more thing, if Patrick really is so sincere in his intentions towards
> you, and doesn't think it's good for you to know about raising demons and
> summoning Leviathan and using blood for power, then why does he bring them
> up, 'accidentally'?

He hasent done tho, i saw some of his books and looked at them and
read some of the things in them, and i asked him about things like
that , that was in his books, and he tried to explain some of it to
me, and he told me wot he could do and how he can control things like
that , but he wasent trying to get me to be involved with anything
like that he was just telling me how thoughts can create things, and
how the mind, if its used properley can make things happen, he was
using that as a exstreme exsampel of how thougths can create things,
and he was saying it in the sence that if that sort of thing can be
created by thought, then much easier things, like getting to be
freinds w sombody again, is much easier to make happen.

> He should not mention them to you at all if he knows you would get anxious
> over them. Just think about it, let it sink in, try to see things the way
> they really are, not the way you would like them to be.

He only told me about things like that cos i was asking about the
things that were in those books that hes got, that was wot frightend
me and then when he told me about wot he can do it unnerved me, but
not cos of him, just cos of things like that being made to appear, i
donrt even kno wot raising leviathian means, Kirsty use to hav albums
by a band called that, but it s obvusoly nothing to do with them.
Patrick knows about allsorts of things, and i probaly havent been
explaining it properley cos its hard for me to understand. But he
would never do anything to hurt me or frighten me, and he would never
make anything like that appear when i was there, hes reasurred me
loads of times that theres nothing to worry about, he knows wot hes
doing, hes been doing this sort of thing for yrs, he has got powers
and he knows how to control power and energys that are in theuniverse
and exsist all around ,but that most ppl dont even kno about. Like i
didnt , till i got to kno him.

> V, be careful, and take good care of yourself. And don't do anything you
> might regret later.
> Hugs,
> Natascha

Thanx Natascha, your one of the few nice genuinne ppl on the internet,
theres only a few, like you , and Monika , and Dave, [thats Whisky
Dave] and i think that TBone is alrite too, hes just a hit nosey at
times, but he means well, and theres quite a few others too that i
havent talked to for a while , but they are wot makes it worthwhile to
still bother going to NGs, im so glad that theres still this NG to
come to to talk about horror movies too, not that ive botherd to watch
any cos i havent felt like it much with how ive been feeling, but im
going to try and watch that Fragile one, i remerber you told me about
it, and ive seen it in the shops now, so i might ask Dad to get it for
us to watch when i go there again, i realy liked that other one that
you told me about, i cant reemerbt wot it was called now, hte one with
the lighthouse in it, i still havent seen the 2nd Grudge one yet, i
cant consentrate on anything much.
V.
PS I was determinned to get home 2nite while its still dark, but its
daylite again now, i like htis time of yr but at least in the winter
its still dark at this time, [10 past 5 in the morning].Anyway, see
you nxt wk! bye for now.